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Saturday, 08 August 2009

  • soooo, carl didnt turn out the way i thought it would. and this one i think suprirsed me the most out of any of the guys. this guy alex is nice, but i dont think its gonna go more than a fuck, why is this thing about guys and being unhappy?! lol fuck that.
    i have sooo much to do for school i pretty much wasted my summmmerrr, so excited for school. starting the liiists. im highering my standards, and letting go of those that do not need to be in my life or waste my time about
    :)

Sunday, 05 July 2009

  • what is wrong with me these days....something is wrong,
    something is missing
    and i just dont feel myself
    i feel lonely
    and i feel like i pushed everyone away
    and i feel like i cant be in the same place
    and keep myself busy
    or happy
    i depend on other people
    what is wrong with me


Wednesday, 01 July 2009

  • a girl shouldnt feel like this if she has a good connection with a guy but feels lost when they dont talk
    and its canada day
    and i shouldnt be this sad
    i hate my life right now
    and i never hate my life :(

Friday, 19 June 2009

  • id say this is way overdue.
    ive been home from school for a while,
    and lately i have been doing NOTHING.
    and i have no clue why, like i just feel in a down mood,
    and the car accident...i cant believe that happened.
    and carl.. i cant do this if you dont have time for me..
    i looked over this from the old ones
    its always about the guys
    ugh
    you dont need them
    i barely have much friends now
    i havent been working out at all
    i feel different.
    and i dont like it
    i thought going home was going to be good - and it was at the beginning. but lately i just want to go back to school/res, like i feel like i NEED to. im just tired of waiting, ive been a patient girl, give me what i want, i deserve it.i will continue this.
    - k

Monday, 29 December 2008